Sometimes things get awkward
Sometimes things get hard
Sometimes you can’t talk about them
Because talking can get you barred
There’s an awkward situation
And it’s getting quite bad
It’s getting very toxic here
I’m feeling very sad
Once they used to love me
Now they want me gone
They use to care about everything
I don’t know what’s gone wrong
But I know that something
Isn’t quite right
And I have to sit alone and wonder about my plight
This house is seeped in tension
Snappiness and snipes
There’s a lot of angry tension
Here every night
Is there any wonder, why I can’t write?
When things are getting worse than this
Like I know they might?
I try to keep away from them
And shut myself away
But its not healthy living likes this
Every single day
No one to break the tension
No one to hear me talk
I wish it was easier for me to walk
Trapped in a bubble of apprehension
No way to ease the tension
Not a single soul knows or cares
About any of my fears and scares
But I try to plod on
and try so hard
not to moan and be on guard
For things are not turning out nice
And the change in him cuts and slice
How can someone change so much?
Be best friends then out of touch?
He was the one who wanted me gone
Yet he has turned it on me because I walk on
Am I the one to blame for this?
Am I so hard on him?
When I was happy to remain
Till he dumped me on a whim…
I’m so confused at how he’s changed
And why we’ve come to this
I left one toxic pot for another
And once again I drown in piss
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