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Creative locket

Come along now, come and rush at me!

I’ve a lot of things to steal

Great ideas a plenty, to pay for your gold and meals

I strive to make a difference

To be happy and be free

So come on everybody, try to steal it away from me!

I know you want to

I know you dare

I know that you don’t really care!

So come and get them

All these things

The things I’ve made

To be doused in bling

Stolen concepts to fill your pocket

Come and take my creative locket

And sell your soul to the devil for more

Steal from me in all galore!

The Devil laughs at what you do to me

Sharpening his trident in evil glee

Knowing that you are cursed by he

For stealing these gifts that came to me!

So shine your little heart out there

With things you’ve stolen but beware

That life isn’t always as glorious as this

Soon your wine will taste like piss

And your meal filled with worms and sod

Because you are a thief and will suffer the rod!

Because these gifts came to me from God!

Written 5:14pm 15th March 2023

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You treat people like fools

You write love letters to yourself

How sad

Fighting for attention against the odds

Willing to eat worm and sod

For a better life than this

Willing to even drink the piss

Without a thought or care or woe

Of where you make others go

Because to you life is different shades of gold

You think you can make something new of old

And you don’t think about the soul you’ll lose

Or the people you make swim the blues

You just care about your pocket

Even if you have to stick your finger into an electric socket

You don’t care of the pain you cause

So long as there is bling on your paws

And you can win your awards

You don’t care about the discord

Because you are draped in gold and jewels

You don’t care about stupid rules

Because you treat people like fools

And you know you can get away with this

Even if the wine tastes like piss

And you can sit and smile in glee

For what things you have stolen from me

Written 5:52pm 15th March 2023

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Gold and Scarlet

Dressed in gold and bent for you

Another dressed in scarlet hues

They dance the dance of balance

One is a lie and one is true

Which one is the one for you?

Each dragon dances for their part

In order to ensnare your heart

Which one is the precious jewel?

Which one will be a lie and cruel?

Which one is the Queen you need?

Which one intends for treachery to proceed?

Which one can you trust at all?

Which one really caused the fall?

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Androgynous & philosophical

I feel quite androgynous and Edwardian today. 

Today the style I have in mind would be earth tone colours with a focus on light browns and orange, a suede waistcoat with gold and brown buttons, suede trousers and ankle boots, under the waistcoat a lighter coloured long sleeved stop and perhaps a cravat around my neck?  Well, where else would I wear a booming cravat anyway?  Around my ankle?  LOL

My hair would be styled in a low bun with a dangle of hair from my left side hanging down, slightly messy, slightly rustic.

Wooden or gold jewellery, since Paul has figured out I don’t have an allergy to real gold, it’s the gold plated type, and he thinks I have an allergy to iridium, but I don’t really know for sure.  I just know certain earrings my mum bought me over the years make me break out in a rash and that recently I got a new lady shaver with gold on the tip and I seem fine.

I have to admit I feel very quiet today, not very social, withdrawn, serious and having a no nonsense vibe about me.  But peaceful, still peaceful, very reflective and thinking philosophically more than usual, which is a lot, because I think about philosophy every day as it is.

Which brings me to the second subject of the post; I may start talking more about philosophy because I don’t think I can help it.  I am being highly influenced by certain philosophical books I have been reading and I have drawn up my own ideas about life and the world – so don’t be surprised if I am bringing in new subjects to the blog.

It’s part of my journey in life, part of my transformation.

Thank you for reading!

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Writing & glowing

I am living in nothing but coincidences and synchronicities lately and its making me feel like I am losing my marbles!

I spoke with a friend last night about how I really should get back into writing my novel again because it’s been awhile since I picked up the pen or typed away at my laptop towards a substantial project outside of blogging; then I decided when I woke up today that I was going to write towards my project AD and I managed to get down approximately 1200 words.

Where does the synchronicity lie in that? 

Well, about an hour after I had done that writing I decided I would go on YouTube and watch a weekly reading from one of my favourite YouTubers and she said that this week I am working towards unblocking a big aspect of my life, I am moving forwards whereas before I had a long hiatus and that the cards indicated a lot of wands and page energy in the future, which means a lot of childish, playful and creative energy – and in the past aspect of the reading there was a lot of cups and swords in the reading, which indicated a lot of arguments and emotional turmoil.

This is one of the major reasons why I stopped writing for a while as there was a lot of emotional upset in the family and a lot of arguments and losses; also I have been under eating and under sleeping a lot lately.

On a good day I get five hours sleep without naps and I am eating 1300 calories – those are good days!  My average day looks a lot like 3 hours sleep with two 25 minute naps and 900 calories.

What concerns Paul is my body isn’t going into starvation mode anymore, I am constantly icy cold even with the heating on and I am still losing a steady two pounds a week.

Because of the lack of sleep, I haven’t exercised in nearly 10 days now and I have to say, it has bought back the depression big time!

When I do finally sleep, I wake up with a start because I have heard someone shout my name or shove the bed, only to find there is nothing there.  Or I have woken up because of a nightmare; I am often waking up startled!

I sometimes wonder if it’s because I am meditating a lot lately and not eating enough to stay grounded.  Other practitioners have thought this about me, but you know – I am not so sure, I’ve never eaten after meditation in the past and was fine back then.

Though I think Henry is developing clairvoyant abilities since starting puberty, because he claimed he saw me glowing gold when I was using reiki on his twisted ankle the other day!

He said he never believed in all my magic talk until he saw that and he said “Wow, you really are magical ma”!  I am proud; he actually saw the golden glow I was using to heal his ankle!

When I stopped healing his ankle he was disappointed the glowing stopped, he asked me try and do it again and I did and he saw me glow again.  He was fascinated!

Thanks for reading! 

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Tin man’s heart

I love you and I will give you

A heart of gold so a new story can be told

Dorothy helped the tin man too

Gave him a heart to stop him being blue

Taught him how to use it and he used it well

Just as she promised the wizard did his spell

Only I am the wizard and I will mend your heart

Make it tick again and it won’t fall apart

Because I keep my promises and I love you so

I know your heart will be warm again, because I’ll make it glow

There is a happy story for your life quite soon

If you are bold enough to fly over the moon

If you are not, I will patiently wait

Because I know you think we’re great

I know you feel it, because I feel it too

That you and I will stick like glue!

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Brent Cross Shopping Centre

A concrete tomb smothered in glass

Come buy your wares here

Come push through the vultures for a bargain

Push through the surge of angst and plastic gold

Strangers ram into you spilling coffee on your shoulder

They are shopping here but there’s a rush

A rush to what?

I never knew, because here bargains are few

Screams of children and laughter and loud voices echo through the sarcophagus

Piercing your ear drums as you pass

Fresh dough scenting the air with expensive perfume

Choking on the gilded air

Poor people watch and stare

Buy lollipops from Marks and Spencer’s just to get the bag

So people back on the estate think, they aren’t so poor – the snobs

That’s what it’s like in old Brent Cross

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Toil for your happiness

Seas of sorrows drowns one if one keeps swimming in its waves

Keep away from the sea of sorrow, lest you want an early grave

I summon with all my strength to keep upon the land

Where hopes and dreams can eventually be found

Just dig within the sand

Keep digging until you find your peace

Keep digging till you find your way

Keep digging even when you’re tired

Keep dig, dig, digging away

Never give up with your search

For a better life

There is always something good

After a life of strife

Nothing lasts forever, this is very true

That means all the bad things, won’t always be there with you

So keep on digging artfully, keep on with the toil

Because one day you will find gold amongst the soil

You will be happy once again

Just trust these words my dear

Just keep believing in better things

And one day it will be cleared

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Inktober day 7 – Leprechaun and his pot of gold

Leprechaun with his pot of gold!

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Rose for the first day of Inktober!

 

A rose for the first day of Inktober.

Here is my first ever attempt at working with traditional Winsor & Newton inks and it is for the first day of Inktober, which is today!
It’s a lovely rose in a frame, ink colours include, gold (yes finally bought some) mixed with apple green, there is scarlet mixed with white to make pink. I have been told by my husband and a friend that this should be considered for a Valentine’s Day card, never really thought about doing that, but I can see where they get the idea from!

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