Today I am wearing a green and black floral dress, where I really want to be wearing a lovely pair of corduroy dungarees with a cosy jumper underneath, but never mind!
If my grammar is bad today I apologise, but I am not sleeping well lately. I have had eighteen hours sleep in three days all told. Last night was the longest bout of sleep I’ve had in three days, ten hours but I was disturbed four times.
There is a lot I am thinking about and a lot of it is along the lines of “GET ME OUT OF HERE!” but never mind, I’ll learn to cope, I always do!
I always make do, its just me, I am easily adaptable and flexible and I try to make the best of any situation, but certain things are just going on too long now and I have nobody backing my corner, supporting me or cheering me on, it feels.
It’s hard to stay strong when you’re doing everything by yourself with no release to outsiders.
I am a fiery bitch today, because of issues going on. My Mediterranean ancestry is certainly noticeable today because a lot of people have riled me up! Beware as I am a super angry Italian mama today, I am usually very passive and calm as far as the rest of my family is concerned! This is a rarity of mine! But don’t piss me off today, as I am not holding back!
The only person I have patience with right now is my son, who is actually 40% of the problem, but he can’t help it!
Then strangers online have the audacity to put their insecure shit on me because I’m not there for them when they demand it! They challenge what I say and get bitchy or they become drama llamas, I mean, come on – you don’t actually know me do you? What gives you the right to add to my problems right now? Are you ever going to be in my life?
I very much doubt all of you will be! There are six individuals this is aimed at and I will block them if they start this crap one more time, because I don’t need any more toxicity in my life thank you very much! Get off your high horse and take a walk, if that’s how you’re going to treat me, because right now, I have REAL things going in my life I don’t need to take on FAKE problems like you!
I am sorry to say, but you mean nothing to me unless you are in my life or making an effort to be a TRUE friend.
Be realistic guys, are you genuinely in my life? No, you six individuals have only spoken to me less than five times in your whole life online – yet you think you can get away with trying to get a reaction from me, like a clingy baby?
For those who read my blog a lot, I wholeheartedly apologise for posting this, but I need to get this out there.
Thanks for reading…