There is awkwardness in life, when one is not meant to know certain things and yet they know plenty, but not enough to understand what is truly going on.
It’s a frustrating thing, not knowing for sure.
It’s the uncertainty that grates more than anything.
Your whole world could turn upside down at any moment and you will be none the wiser, yet you had inklings anyway that it would happen.
Paradoxical and confusing for all involved!
You know, but you don’t.
You are prepared yet unprepared.
Then shit happens, or it doesn’t.
Forever in limbo, till it ends!
2:43am 24th February 2023.