Though it’s grey and dark
My heart still beats
Slow with apathy
Slow with pain
I question will I love again?
Or is my heart still doomed?
I sit amongst the gloom
Soaked with tears
I’ve sat in this position for years
Wondering will my heart beat with the throes of spring
Or will it forever sting?
My tears have burned scars into my face
Will I ever be in a happy place?
Time will tell
Till then I am in a loveless Hell