I am probably going back to one blog post per day soon, unsure as of yet. I am struggling to do more and struggling with writing purely for the blog daily and I don’t want to break my streak as it is approaching nearly three hundred days unbroken postings.
There is a lot of negative stuff going on in my life right now and I am trying to maintain writing, reading, learning and keeping my shit together all at once and I am near to burn out – in fact, so much so, I am super sleepy lately and if I just sit back and rest for a moment I literally fall asleep and lose forty five minutes.
That’s how exhausted I am getting.
With this being said, I am struggling to exercise since a couple of weeks before Christmas, so my weight loss has slowed down. I am still attempting to lose weight, but I am just too tired to do the exercise right now.
I am really struggling on so many levels to keep my head above water emotionally.
I am trying to keep my shit together for Henry because his dad has now announced he too, is in a similar place mentally.
This is not something I need to hear on top of everything.
But I am trying to be as supportive as possible even though we are still definitely separating.
It is hard to keep a balance, especially as there are no emotional outlets, no emotional support anywhere for me – not even within the household now.
It’s getting very dense in here.
Also I some how managed to run my finger over with my desk so its a little inflamed.
Thank you for reading and hopefully understanding?
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