I have worked out a lot of flaws in the plot called Project AD and although the first draft is not complete, I am going to jump right in and start the second draft as I am feeling more confident about it now.
I know where I am going and I have seen the weaknesses. Knowing these and actually deciding upon the middle and the end of the first book and can even see the second book already in my mind, I should fly through it easily and have it done in a shorter time frame than I expected.
If I am rambling or my words aren’t making much sense, I apologise; I have had a migraine off and on for two days now and my concentration is not good.
It’s a moderate tension headache that I believe is really due to my ear, but it is quite bad.
Anyway project AD hasn’t been my only focus this week. My vampires have been getting a lot of attention from me and so has Steampunk 1 – unfortunately I have thought about scenes for the Easter project but they have not been written down as of yet.
My intention is to get work out for an agents viewing before Henry’s birthday, which is May 15th – but we will see.
My productivity in the last couple of days has certainly increased because of my access to music whilst I write now and a nice warm environment which is comfortable and clean and doesn’t stink of stale air, like downstairs does. It also helps that the background noise isn’t Paul’s conspiracy theory documentaries droning in the background all the while too!
I have gone back into an old writing technique I had back in London but for some reason or another there is less wall space here for it. I have gone back into the old habit of using index cards to plan out stories and keep them around me whilst I write.
Because Paul can’t afford to replace the ink in the printer as often as we need – so I have to do it the old fashioned way now.
I need an index card storage box with tabs or like everything else that’s paper in this house it’s doomed to get destroyed by the carelessness of others!
I came into this house with 20 box files and 3ft high stack of papers of finished works and over two thirds of that has been damaged purely by living here!
I live with careless people who slob around, literally!
It’s going to be a nightmare when I move out – the stuff I need to try and fight to find so I can keep my work on them going on – I won’t abandon them! I am thinking about selling all my DVDs, CDs and giving some of my books to charity to make things easier. But the mess here… the mess is going to make it hard to find my stuff amongst the ocean of trash – literally trash!
I cry because I clear a 3ft square space by throwing things out or giving them to a charity van that comes around, only for Paul within hours to move things from another place to it and I don’t get the satisfaction of waking up the next day to see a job well done!
A cleared space never lasts that long!
Is it any wonder I have gone into severe apathy and depression?
Why I have a give up before you even try attitude these days?
Thanks for reading…