So, the huntress is being stalked
I see them in the shadows when I’ve walked
I know they are following my way
I know they are learning how I play
I hear them tittering and I hear them talk
About how far I have walked
But I amusedly walk on
Because they are only a con
I don’t believe what the shadows say
I only believe that they play!
Because why are they hiding away from me?
I think they’re afraid… do you agree?
Too scared to come and talk to me
Or afraid of themselves, now what will it be?
I walk on – maybe forever
But when I hear them… I think…. Whatever!
It’s just a child’s game to you
You enjoy this thing you do
No real intention behind your words
To think there is, would be absurd!
I’ve grown enough to know
The lengths that silly people go
To find amusement in their boring lives
By spreading rumours and lies
I continue on my walk
Maybe someday we will talk?
Why should I care?
If you are still watching from over there?
No business of mine what you do
Unless there are lies that you spew
If there are lies, why did you do that?
Have I offended you?
If I have, then tell me how?
I don’t remember our spat…
I was just walking this lonely path
I didn’t mean to fill you with wrath
I am just ambling through my life
I didn’t mean to cause discontent or strife
So why do you follow and why do you talk?
About me on my path and where I walk?
I don’t understand your mind at all
Maybe I am just a fool
But I am curious why me?
And why so interested you be?
I don’t get it, so I continue on
All these games make me feel wan
It has simply gone on too long
And I need to know, why me?
I am unassuming and I am plain
I have nothing to lose or gain
I sleepwalk through this life of mine
Literally just biding time
I’m bored with life and I have lost my spark
It isn’t fair, if you just lark
I just want to get through my life
Without any more cuttings from a knife
I just want to stop bleeding
I just want to stop needing
I just want the pain to go
I am tired of hate and woe
I live in the shadows for a reason
I have been burned by the hot season
No longer do I wish to feel
My only wish is to heal
My second wish is to remember one thing
What it was like to be happy and sing?
Is that so much to ask of life?
I’m fighting against the after-life
But I am losing strength and heart in that
The deep blue is my habitat
I just wish I knew the truth about you
Why do you watch this creature blue?
What fascination is there about me?
I look in the mirror but I don’t see…
What curiosity is there in me?
Except of course, to capture me…