WHO AM I?
This meditation was literally me singing and chanting “Who am I” over and over again slowly and elongating the words each time until I heard a voice speaking to me. I sat in silence for 45 minutes listening to them and writing things down in a trance like state.
This is a meditation reading I did today to find out if I really did truly know myself and I am happy with the response, because it looks like I was spot on as this reading really does reflect who I am!
Though I am too humble to accept some of it!
I can zone out in meditation and write, it is a similar technique I use for writing and so here is the reading… enjoy!
Decent and law-abiding, someone with a strong sense of right and wrong. A mindful person who cares a lot for other people!
You always try to be balanced and harmonious, you do not like letting your emotions consume you in a way that would affect another person’s energies negatively, and you would rather remove yourself from others so you do not drain them!
You are a well-connected person who guards their heart ferociously and the hearts of those you care about.
You are not happy with yourself unless you are achieving something almost all the time.
You have a strong maternal and nurturing spirit about you!
You have trust issues and guard your heart and emotions too much that it can sometimes be hard to let others in fully, especially if there was the slightest bit of negativity between the person and you in the past. You easily wear your heart on your sleeves with people who are kind to you though.
You are a very affectionate and fun personality around family and close friends, but distant with strangers until you warm to them over a time – generally your instinct for new people is usually very accurate – keep trusting that intuition of yours!
You are creative and make friends easily if there is nothing negative going on with new people.
You don’t like being alone, you are all about togetherness and being in large warm groups of people!
You celebrate the smallest achievements in other people wholeheartedly!
You are a person who is afraid of using their creative talents in case it burdens you in some way!
You are very good at communicating your feelings to other people to offload yourself and them!
You are always trying to grow yourself spiritually and emotionally and sees life as an opportunity for transition and continuous flows of change
You are a person when in love that has tremendous patience with your partner and the capacity to accept them for who they are and to empathise with them, though you can be very smothering with affections most of the time.
You have very strange quirks and habits and some people may find you too weird to socialise with, you aren’t suitable socialising with very conservative folk!
You are quite submissive in nature regarding intimate relationships and very self-sacrificing.
You are not known for your logic at times and sometimes depending on the situation you may have a little bit of a vengeance spirit in you – but the vengeance never overtakes your integrity for true justice in the matter!
You may have a hidden masculine side to you, a side that likes the idea of power in work and society, even though at home you’d rather be the peace keeper and surrender everything to your special loved one.
It is easy for you to walk away from negative relationships without looking back as you have had enough of people trying to deplete your self-worth, you submit to the worthy only and the worthy has to be just and kind.
You mirror the negativity in others if they try to do you down or crush you in anyway; it is how you have learned to survive! Therefore it is essential that you keep away from violent people, because it could hinder your growth spiritually.
You are a true hedonist that has addictions to both fun and sex and general all round pleasure pursuits.
You have a small mischievous sadistic streak in you, which is usually fun and playful but can be a little nasty when you think people need to be taught a lesson, as we have mentioned before, you have a vengeance nature to you and if you are around physically aggressive people you will try to match them regardless of gender and ability!
You are a responsible and focused person when around the right people, but you are not easily motivated without them. You need the right people around you or you will stagnate and become a lazy mess!
You are quite disciplined around the right people and you are quite ambitious, loyal and practical if you think that you have the right and supportive people by your side! You will never achieve anything alone, you are a pack animal, and you don’t thrive in solo situations.
You are curious and adventurous and nobody can ever call you truly boring once you have the courage to do things!
You tend to find your courage in the support of other people; you are less confident alone and tend to close yourself off into a corner and rot away when you haven’t got them around you!
You are a natural leader with a natural charm about you, but you may not utilise this very well if you isolate yourself and socialise with the wrong types of people!
You need gregarious people in your life, because you are a naturally gregarious soul!
You have a very clear vision of the future and is very innovative and creative!
You are an unconventional person with some traditional leanings, but you like to do things on a new more liberal stance, you are open minded and broad in what you accept and dislike those who try to suppress other people’s individualism.
You can be ferocious in supporting people who you like, even if you don’t know them very well!
You have the tendency to be very passive in relationships and committed to the person to your own detriment at times, you will forego so much of yourself when you are in the wrong hands. You can be vulnerable, insecure and persevering too much, that sometimes you forget that you too have needs!
With the right kind of relationship, a relationship that supports and nurtures, you will fly high and succeed at almost everything you put your mind to! Because you were meant for great things and only great people are worthy of being in your life!
You’d do well with a partner who expects the best from you and motivates you each day!
You are a highly intuitive and lucky person, the good things in life easily fall into your lap because it is your destiny to have those things – you were not meant to have a mediocre life and an existence of hardships and solitary confinement.
How best can you be who you truly are?
Seek out people who are successful, motivational and supportive, leave those which do not fit these categories.
Do not forget to take time out to meditate and reconnect to your spirit family, they are there to guide you in every aspect of your life.
Do not neglect your inner child but also keep it in check, because sometimes it can get out of control with the pursuit of pleasure!
Take care not to soak up the negative energies of those people around you whose zest for life has virtually depleted.
Keep with your daily affirmations and visualisation of the better things, because this energy you exude when focusing on such things creates it for you in abundance – when you focus on negative energies, especially self-pity you are putting a blockage in those things you are trying to manifest!
You are on the right track for eliminating negative people from your life mercilessly, keep doing that and only keep the people around you that you deserve, because this is the way that you will personally thrive!
Do not be afraid to dream big, because big things are destined for you – VERY BIG THINGS!