I am living in nothing but coincidences and synchronicities lately and its making me feel like I am losing my marbles!
I spoke with a friend last night about how I really should get back into writing my novel again because it’s been awhile since I picked up the pen or typed away at my laptop towards a substantial project outside of blogging; then I decided when I woke up today that I was going to write towards my project AD and I managed to get down approximately 1200 words.
Where does the synchronicity lie in that?
Well, about an hour after I had done that writing I decided I would go on YouTube and watch a weekly reading from one of my favourite YouTubers and she said that this week I am working towards unblocking a big aspect of my life, I am moving forwards whereas before I had a long hiatus and that the cards indicated a lot of wands and page energy in the future, which means a lot of childish, playful and creative energy – and in the past aspect of the reading there was a lot of cups and swords in the reading, which indicated a lot of arguments and emotional turmoil.
This is one of the major reasons why I stopped writing for a while as there was a lot of emotional upset in the family and a lot of arguments and losses; also I have been under eating and under sleeping a lot lately.
On a good day I get five hours sleep without naps and I am eating 1300 calories – those are good days! My average day looks a lot like 3 hours sleep with two 25 minute naps and 900 calories.
What concerns Paul is my body isn’t going into starvation mode anymore, I am constantly icy cold even with the heating on and I am still losing a steady two pounds a week.
Because of the lack of sleep, I haven’t exercised in nearly 10 days now and I have to say, it has bought back the depression big time!
When I do finally sleep, I wake up with a start because I have heard someone shout my name or shove the bed, only to find there is nothing there. Or I have woken up because of a nightmare; I am often waking up startled!
I sometimes wonder if it’s because I am meditating a lot lately and not eating enough to stay grounded. Other practitioners have thought this about me, but you know – I am not so sure, I’ve never eaten after meditation in the past and was fine back then.
Though I think Henry is developing clairvoyant abilities since starting puberty, because he claimed he saw me glowing gold when I was using reiki on his twisted ankle the other day!
He said he never believed in all my magic talk until he saw that and he said “Wow, you really are magical ma”! I am proud; he actually saw the golden glow I was using to heal his ankle!
When I stopped healing his ankle he was disappointed the glowing stopped, he asked me try and do it again and I did and he saw me glow again. He was fascinated!
Thanks for reading!