I just need to warn my readers that tomorrow is a dark day full of scheduled posts that have upsetting content.
The content will be including suicidal thoughts and memories of domestic violence with body horror aspects. I needed to get all of these things off my chest, I am sorry if I upset any of you and please believe me when I say – I do not intend for these posts to become a “a thing” here.
Understand too, that today and for the past few weeks I have had a hard time with my mental health, a very hard time and that tomorrow is a special and very mournful day for me – which will be explained at the first post which will go up midnight UK time tonight.
Things have been brewing a long, long time, the first two posts tomorrow will be a memorial to a child I lost and the third is about how I am not coping right now mentally.
I felt it was necessary to warn you.
I am not all peacocks, rainbows and butterflies you know… that’s a façade these days, trying to trick myself into believing I am actually happy with my life.
As for some of the dreams I had in my earlier post today, well, maybe there is hope for some of them in the future – depends what happens before April…
Anyway, thanks for reading.