It’s a very autumn day for me; I want to wear thick and warm materials again with all the autumn colours; probably felt skirt and top with leaves applique and shiny mahogany knee high boots and a cute felted beret.
But alas, I don’t have anything like that here, but never mind. I do however have a nice warm cardigan, but my trousers are too thin as the warmer ones are too big for me now. Whenever I stand up in the warm trousers and walk across the room, they are down by my knees in seconds.
Nice image for you there, or a nightmare, whatever your persuasion.
I understand that a lot of my fashion ideas would look ridiculous on someone with my body shape and size right now, but I like to visualise the slimmer me. I am no fool in understanding that certain materials and styles will exasperate my size – therefore, I would not have felt now if I were in the same sized body and could afford it.
Since I was a teenager I have always wanted a tattoo of a raven, but where I want it wouldn’t suit any formal occasions if I were to get back into them again. I sometimes wonder if I should design it myself and send it to a temporary tattoo place so I can have them as temps – that’s a nice idea if I could.
Why did I mention the tattoo? Because I am really loving the idea more and more as I am getting older, but I don’t want to be hasty and make it permanent. Though a YouTuber I love called Jeffree Star showed on a video that tattoos can be covered up by make-up, but I am still unsure if a permanent one is for me or not.
Also ravens are my main spirit animal and have been for a long time. It has a huge spiritual importance to me, especially with the symbolism around the main image.
Thanks for reading!