The ladies were so nice yesterday who pulled my tooth out and did my filling, unexpectedly nice – in the past I haven’t been so lucky with dentists, but this is a good team!
It is a weird feeling losing a front tooth, your lip gets sucked into the mouth more and you realise something rather odd, that this particular tooth was the tongues favourite cushion.
I feel sorry for my tongue like it’s some kind of sentient pet, but there you go.
So this is just an update, I didn’t die or have any complications – so you can rest easy now!
But I am most definitely a bleeder!
There are people who love me but they are not close
There are people who judge me without knowing me, the weirdos
There are things I know but I just can’t explain
Perhaps this is what it means to be insane?
I see things that aren’t really there
I hear voices that seem to really care
I know a place that I call home
But it doesn’t exist, so I continue to roam
I am awkward and I’m not at peace
I wish that life would just ease
I need to know where I belong
I need find others to sing with, who understands my song
I am lonely and I want to be
Completely and utterly without adversary
I need a place to call my own
I need my dream life before I’m a crone