NaNoWriMo has changed a lot from what I remember it to be like, updating words per day seems more confusing to me and I can’t figure out how to talk to people on there anymore!
I am not as active on there as I want to be because of it, I am not very technologically minded at the best of times, in fact I can be quite dumb regarding new-fangled technological stuff – I am not doing NaNoWriMo now, I have given up. Though I am still writing the book I set for the project, as well as a couple of other stories too.
I can’t focus on just one thing; it makes me less productive if I am being honest!
Just trying to focus on the one novel for the past ten days has meant I have written on average eleven thousand words less than I would usually in a writing week! The goal was to increase my writing output and it didn’t do that, but stifled it a bit.
I do much better writing fifteen hundred words a day towards three different projects at once, where my word output is approximately five thousand a day in total.
I have said it before and no doubt I will say it again, I have problems with my attention span, I get easily bored no matter how much I love something and if I have to focus on something more than forty five minutes at a time, then I need to multi-task to get through it!
I am often found making notes and reading a book whilst watching movies for example, it’s no disrespect to the movies I am watching, but I tend to drift off into deep imagination when I watch a movie that is too long and slow paced that I don’t get to see or hear much of it at all – but when I multi-task I am still conscious of the movie.
I think this is why I love horrors, comedy and action movies the most.
I know it sounds strange to admit this, but I also use movies as research for my writing, research on how a character is developed on screen and their stances, the way that they talk etc. It helps me write, because I have lived a very isolated life. I think I wouldn’t be the writer I am today if it weren’t for movies and television.
I would be absolutely clueless about humanity without television and I know that television isn’t a substitute for reality by any means, but it does help those who don’t get out much!
I think it is because I study the movies that I watch, that I am able to create realistic characters and imagery.
There is a YouTube channel I love called “Just an observation” where they study character development in movies and the development of individual actors throughout their careers. It is something I like to watch to help me build realistic characters and Henry likes to watch some of the videos too, because he has had some interest in becoming an actor, though saying that he has actively turned down audition invites for Matilda twice!
I will apologise right now about how messy my blog is becoming as I am sure some words are put into confusing contexts at times and I may not make sense or I am confusing the spelling of certain words – I am under investigation for a serious neurological condition to get to the bottom of this, if you see anything in my blog that doesn’t make sense or a word used that doesn’t make the sentence seem to make sense, please let me know as this is something I have been struggling with increasingly – it is not something that I am used to and it is worrying me a lot!
I know it is not your job to do this, but I may have missed somethings which my brain may have seen as perfectly normal!
Happy reading everybody!