I have the annoying habit of not connecting. Unlike most modern people, I am not someone who carries a phone with me all of the time nor am I someone who remembers to check emails more than once a month either!
It is not a matter of choice though, it really isn’t! It is the matter of both memory and lack of social contact.
I have forty friends on Facebook which only message me when they want something, or want to update me on events – all of these friends except for four individuals are actually relatives. I only remember to check Facebook approximately once or twice a week, just to see if anyone has bothered with me or have something interesting to say on their thing (post thing).
My personal emails are checked at best, once a month, I have four email accounts for different reasons and I am often late in responding to opportunities that arise. It really annoys Paul, in fact, sometimes makes him downright angry! But he forgets to tell me to check my emails daily as much as I forget to remember myself!
I go through bouts of activity on DeviantArt and Twitter but again, those bouts are sparse! In fact I haven’t been on Deviant art in months and as for Twitter I haven’t been there since June… I think!
Therefore this post is an apology to the people who try to befriend me but feel often ignored… I don’t mean it; I am just used to people not wanting to talk to me, lol.
This is something I am trying to work on, “TRY” being the key word here!
I am not only just a tardy creative, I am just generally tardy as it is – though funnily enough for appointments, schedules and events I am never late, I am in fact, usually quite early… weird really.
I’ve said it before and I shall probably say it again, several times that I thrive with schedules and doting motivational communities. Without these things I never do anything!
If you want to talk to me, do so, but do so with massive patience and help motivate me! I invite you! Just remind me to be present and expect me at a time and well… just nag and probe me and I will be around more.
Sorry, but it’s just me, I can’t help it and my illness doesn’t help much in allowing me to concentrate on just normal everyday stuff. So, yes, I am literally begging for your help to get me focused!
Perhaps you are just like me too; perhaps we can make a pact to help each other?
Happy reading and don’t forget to leave a comment if you feel this way and perhaps we can work as a team to help each other?