Daily Archives: August 20, 2013
impersonal thoughts
My thoughts, actions, words and deeds are observed heavily
My mind is not my own
It is no longer personal, private or shielded
It is an open doorway to all who wishes to venture within
This is my world as I live with other kin
The format for life is not the same
It is not structured to sound sane
Sometimes it’s a blessing and other times a bane
But I love this world of mine
I love it, because it’s divine
Constancy in thought, action, word and deed
Are the rules of this world, the ones to heed
It is quite simple, just let go of greed
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dragon queen
The dragons are talking
A new queen has been found
She fell in love with a prince
The one who will wear the crown
If it was plotted it couldn’t have been better
With her impeccable breed
But it was a fluke they fell in love
As everyone will agree
Two dragons they are waiting
For their kingdom to be rebuilt
To take the new queen to another world
Do not feel the guilt
There’s no attachment here to her
She isn’t at one with man
So take her to the other world
As soon as you can
Filed under poetry
rubble in my mind
There is rubble in my mind
Broken fragments of confidence that once was
Smashed bricks laying around my mind like a relic of past self-esteem
Amongst the rubble is a lost person
Where she is, nobody knows and they probably won’t find her again
Even if these relics mend, she would be different, I would be different
I’d be a stranger to past friends
Hopefully she won’t be found again, the me that’s lost
As I’ve learned a lot since I was broken down
I’ve learned not to hide my inner frown
I no longer say OK, Yes if you like, I instead have learned not to bite
I now say no, I correct others, without fear of being shunned
Without being ridiculed and abashed for being scum
I now speak my mind, I won’t change that
It did me no good years ago and that’s a fact
To keep quiet
That’s not good, it keeps you very misunderstood, trodden on, under the thumb
People think that you’re dumb when you say yes all the time or agree a lot
It’s best to say what you truly want
Living in fear of other people’s reaction will attract more people like those you hate, it’s a cosmic attraction
So you may as well be, as you like
Whether you speak your mind or not, there’s always a fight
Whose side are you on? Your enemies or your own?
You’d better choose yourself, or you’ll always be alone
Yes my mind is broken, but it’s on it’s way to repair
Though I’ve shed so many tears and lived life in despair
Though I’m mocked most thoroughly by those who think they know
The truth as they see it, but they don’t truly know
I mock those idiots who are blind to see, the life I had to live
For I know the truth quite well and I did try to give
But people only want to see what they want to see
Whether another has told them otherwise, it makes them feel safe and brassy
But if they want to close the door to the truth that I have known, then forgive me as I close the door to those who had thrown the stones
I cannot live a lie anymore, I will speak the truth
But if you cannot bear it, then I’ll do so via sleuth
Yes my mind is broken, but the old me I’ve outgrown
A better stronger queen will emerge, for I have found my throne
So walk on by fake family, those who tried their best, to take me from my kindred and make my mind a mess
For I am not needful now, nor will I ever be
For I have found the people, who will set me free!
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