June 13, 2013 · 00:41
My mind is erratic
It is crazed by overload
My painful memories
They overflow
I remember some things
From when I was very young
Things that don’t make sense
They never happened, said mum
I remember a big house
I remember a fight
I remember dark men
Coming in the night
I remember quickly
I was ushered out the door
I remember other things
But it makes my heart quite sore
I know it isn’t clear
What I am trying to say
All I know is one thing
I have been led astray
I am searching for them
The memories I used to have
I am searching for them
The people who make me glad
Don’t ask me questions of how I know
Don’t ask me what I mean
I just know something’s
That’s never meant to be seen
I listen out carefully
For the gentle call
I hear you all so quietly
You’re barely there at all
I know you are there
Though only in my mind
If you are real please tell me
That would be very kind
Then I would know I do belong
In a world obscure
And accept you with opened arms I will
That you can be sure
I don’t do well in the world of men
I need my kindred souls
So find my sanity and bring it forth
So I can feel whole
Are you there?
Are you here?
Are you whispers in my mind?
Are you here and are you real?
Or am I stupid as well as blind?
Are you the voices of insanity?
Or are you really there?
Please come forth and tell me
If you really care
I am ready for that moment
Of when you come to me
To tell me I am right
That I am family
A human soul, that’s not me
A burden on society
I will take your hand in mine
And know that from that point on
I’ll shine
Give life to my fantasy
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